Relationship after all these years.

Actually, after all these years of courtship and even MARRIAGE. i somewhat kind of give up on relationship.

I was then a shy boy and never even had gf during my schools days. Only after when i went into ploy then i started to date gals. After all these years, i always remembered what jeff told me after my series of broken relationship and even marriage. He said" u never had a good relationship since yr school days hor" Sometimes i think life is a big irony, when i started relationship, my view was very traditional. 1 gal for the rest of my life, often not in reality it doesn't happen. i had a few gf, but always ended very bad.. in fact with my wife Agnes, it was indeed a long and tiring journey. I believe that once broken hard to mend back. Myself and her has too many cracks which led to our divorce.. I think she is much more happy now.

After her i thought i would meet someone wonderful, but no.... i met this christine, she just wanted to have fun and not serious at all... gosh when can i meet the right gal... back track a bit, when in poly, there also this gal called Sandy, also half way left me for my best friend.

I really wanted to give up on relationship and i began to indugle myself into my hectic work.. Signing on the uni programme to keep myself tired so that i could sleep easily.. The feeling of heart being broken was a constant reminder to my heart. i often had to experience the 3rd party syndrome. Sandy got my best friend, Agnes got some flings and Christine also got a man in her life while we try to be together. Why? did i did something wrong?

Anyway things was better i believe in end 08..... I began to take up more things in my life to keep myself occupied. I took up salsa and begin to like it a lot... next moment as i was taking for 4 mths, i began to know a lot of salsa friend.

i began to intro more people to salsa, guess what??? i found priscillia!! my friend ex... i was so exciting about meeting her again..

then we started to get to know her more and even understand her situation, i remembered the first time i fetch her. She say ok!! was so happy then, but need to keep coolz when i see her, if not she think i siao...

I pick her up at centrepoint and gosh she had that wonderous smile that melt any guy's heart.
i started to chat with her and ask her for dinner. We met at AMK hub, we had dinner at the chinese restaurant. We started to talk and she did grab some dishes for me, i really felt at the moment i hope she will continue to do that for me forever.....i know she was being friendly then... 想太多

Then i ask her to join me for salsa and such and she agreed!! good chance to see her more often. I decided to use social night at JJ to see her... then i could ge tto know her better... oh the other interesting part is... her good friend is someone i dated before..gosh!!

I remembered she rejected me once i felt so sian... she mentioned she was tired.... but i will not give up...

then we share our hobbies and knew we both like to listen and sing.. wonderful.. she started to download video i like into my facebook before she went to BKK... she also mentioned that she did not managed to get the videos out from u tube..

So i decided to find a way.... to get her the disc before she is back..
then she started to fly to BKK with her friends..

End of part 1, will update my latest love journey soon..