Actually i wanted to write this for a long time, but before that i must job down that i have recovered from 3 days of viral fever. Gosh it was so painful... ok back to my story. I was so touched when one occasion while me and pris were discussing abt marriage, my mum told me quietly that she kept aside some cash for me. sometime i felt that maybe i might not have done enough for the family. actual fact is that i am a family orientated person, i enjoyed family outing and such. Sometime i know i also have not done much towards pris family. I always wanted to bring pris mum out to eat but she always not free or can't go out.
The other issue i am puzzled is that sometime i felt that pris brother is not very filial and also hearing from pris abt Yuki i am really happy pris is filial to my mum at least. So i don dislike botak jian is just that i felt that he is not discipline and sometime it is frustrating to see him like that. For rhys i also scold and discipline him, he now after much scolding, come to my place and shower first,change before he does anything. That y when i see Botak, i want to do something and the thing i do might not seems to be like caring or loving but it will help him in the years to come to be a effective person.
It is just like when i was an officer commanding, i got 100 mens and most of them are ah beng and ah seng, but when sometime i bump into them all have growth and mature. it is something that makes me feels that i have achieve something.
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