Today mark the end of the journey that has embarked 11 months ago. Then i was still skeptical what the course will be and how will i receive the course. 

I realised something throughout that i am indeed a reserve person and man of little words in foreign condition.  As i look at my result from the NTU modules, i somewhat felt that i need to improve on the followings:

1. I need to see thru the process and not drop short. Eg, i was doing well in my campaign war studies till the last assignment i did not plan correctly and this resulted in a C+ which i believed i could have gotten a B. I need to apply this in my new job as well. Go all out and do well , the end will come and i will reap harvest later.

2. The next thing i learnt that i reticent in nature, although sometimes i had some ideas and solution, i am very hesitate to voice my opinions. I am wary that how people will perceive me and how i am being seen as.

 

3. Lastly, the thing i learnt is that i need to be principle but flexible. i must learn to co habit with those that i dislike.So actually today, after the ceremony i wanted to stay back. But when we got our result from NTU, i suddenly felt that i am very poor in my academic. So many of them did well in their GPA, i guess i am not cut up? But i refuse to believe and think that i will do it! So i am going to use my future part time studies to prove it. As i went to fetch Yeo Yeo, i sense she does not share my saddness in 2 occasions. First is abt my result and 2 is abt leaving my school. I kinda felt very sad that the journey is ending.

Anyway when we reached home, we decided to go NEX and have dinner and that allows me to not think abt it anymore.