his week was a very fascinating week, on one hand i got good news and the other i got a sad message. Let me move on and elaborate on the difference or the occurrences of the both.
Firstly, when i posted to my new unit i felt that i was the lower group that did badly in my course and i was posted there because all posting has been taken up. When i graduatedi still don't have posting . Them when i knew i am going there, i am convince that firstly i am the lower grade, second i need to motivate myself that i will continue to learn more and excel.
The months ahead was tough i actually broke down from the work that i am supposed to do, my boss then was not helping. He is so displeased with my work that i got to work and work to keep getting the right one out. When his boss started to question , he blamed it on me. This makes matter worst, i began to be very demoralised and i am not suppose to show my feelings and i broke down. I began to isolate myself and i even give up on my marriage preparation when my girlfriend started to get excited about marriage and i received another form of stress.
Not knowing i succumbed to depression and i totally felt very bad. Things started to fall apart.
Then as times goes by and i kept telling himself to move out of it. Things started to look better, just last week , my BIG BOSS, started to ask me whether if i am interested to take over the NS Bn. I was thrill and i say YES! Hopefully i can achieved gold and my interview will be smooth.
Next bad news is that about my relationship, after trying to pace out the the time for the marriage the situation did not turn out well. Pris still think about the past and when the past is not over issues will arises. The issues about that is that it is always tough to move forward and the facts that i still have debt add woes into the situation.
I really firstly hope that she will understand and that, i could well settle my debt and so that i could well clear my debt and ensure a well situated outcome.
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