Dash Hopes

Today i received my result after i heard from my mentor about my bad performances in the dinner yesterday. I was hoping it was the other daryl that was mentioned. Unfortunately usually the case, i was the one that did badly. I was quite upset and decided that it was really fear and poor mgt that led to my result. My WS aslo did badly and got a D for it.

I am looking forward, trying to get over it. I realised that 2 important things, i need to overcome my fear about AOS. I would want to go for appt that allow me to fill this gap that i have. Next is time mgt, i did my essay in China and i think my standard is not there and i need to improve with my final year in my studies that will be the bench mark for myself. B and A are the ones that i will be aiming for.

So i desperate need to focus on my short coming and get on with my new job and do well for it.