I ended my first day of Oct with a late DSP and while i was walking to my car i decided to give my dearie a call. However, the mood was not right and she seems to be very moody. I decided to ask further and realised that not knowingly, she was angry with the remark i placed on her FB. I merely wrote to ask her to be cautious about stating my remarks. I guess to her, she never encounter how a great impact words could cause. I guess i understand how she felt, but i couldn't help but to cautious since she is my dearie, cos in my organisation, people got sued, sack and got into unnecessary problem because they were merely venting their frustration on others.
Ultimately, i care for my dearie although i know i might have anger her, but i sincerely hope she knows where i am coming from. As you get closer to each other, you tends to worried about the smallest things and i guess it is natural. Just as when she is driving and when she is late i will get worried.
I guess it is natural, i am not making a statement to write in her facebook, but i guess when you care for someone it's come naturally. Sometime i know i must control my anger when she started to throw hurting words at me. I want her to understand that sometimes words by her really affect me. But i know she don't meant it and i guess as time goes by, she will understand it. I also must say that, throughout the period, her temper have gradually been controlled and she has not really throw temper. As couple we must cherish each other and at times when i am down, especially when i got bad result, i am very fortunate that she is around with me and this makes me feels so much better than i got to fight the issues alone.
I guess that all for now, these are the words that i want to express cos this week has indeed been a long week with late nights and disappointment and also i learnt to accept reality with ease comparing to my past. Lastly i will look forward to my photos shoot, wedding and my new house and new future.
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