What have i done?

his week began with me being very stressful, after working for almost 13 years i am feeling the turmoil in my work. I came to 6 Div with a lot of enthusiasm, wanting to learn from every aspect of operation processes. But however i guess with a rabbit year and being a rabbit myself, i am unable to turn the luck towards me. My boss is extremely disgusted with me, the moments he talked to me, it seems that i am stepping on his toes and he can't bear to kick me away. I am very discourage as i am doing my work very diligently, more so from my previous job, i put in a lot of efforts to get the things right and my attitude is far way better than i was in my previous job. I personally think SCSC helps in molding my attitude.But my boss is really a pain in the ass, i dunno what i have done to cause this and i really hope situation would change for the better. Sometimes he expect me to know everything and present stuff to him accurately. But as i always dun want to second guess, i would check back to ensure accuracy. However he does not seems to like people to check back. As i reflect, i think when i go to see his boss and clear stuff, he seems to be disgust when i brief him. I remembered, he ask me to seek his boss comments, so when i got the CPG and update him, he just tell me he dun understand and said verbatim" You understand you do, i don't understand" Gosh, what a fuck tub boss!!
At that moments i really hope next week his plane crash, but as i reflect on what my sister wrote, bless those who curse you, pray for those who harm you" i think i would give my blessing to my boss and when he wrote a sms to me stating my div comd wants the new G3 to go Hawaii, i replied OK SIr, and have a good weekend, he did not even reply me.  I think it's ok, as long as i endure and stay positive i would be able to pull through. I think instead of feeling down, i will continued to support him and give my blessing and if there is a god, god will understand me. What cannot kill me ,makes me stronger, the only blessing in my organisation is, he cannot sack me just maybe lower my performance bonus, so even a C grade i am contented, So jiayou ba! I can do it! Hopefully one day, he will realised and we will be friend but of course not close friends, unless i save his life from near death.